A Small Scrap From My Dull Life

GASP...the small black digits on my watch reminded me of today's date, 17th...a few days more to go to my result's day.
Practically a boring and uneventful day....
when you view me from inside the computer, I have done a lot of activities...
but when you see me from outside, I am just sitting there the whole day, with just the tiny movement of my right hand gliding the mouse across the table surface.

If i am playing Dota, I bet you can hear my mouse being clicked rapidly from metres away, click-click-click-click..that's how a person plays Dota xD...so busy controlling the hero he takes. And the other hand will rest on the keyboard; with each game, the position of each fingers varies. Sometimes the person looks like he is pointing his middle finger to the screen. Believe me, some people might get their fingers tangled when their games reach a peak fight, I personally got it before when I use Meepo.. -.-

Hmm...yesterday I had just created a clan in Garena, after keeping my friends waiting for almost one year...haha. Initially we planned to name our clan as "Fever", but that never materialized since Garena doesn't allow. With every name we suggested, they will just say: "This name is already taken". In the end I got kinda pissed off and selected a name with total randomness. Guess what is it? "Error in Terror". What a gross name -.-. To be frank, I don't like the full name, but I like the tag, ErroR. And I think my new name will be ErroR|Sapphire...hohoho..
This afternoon I had nothing to do and was damn free, so I decided to design a clan logo for Error clan...and below is the result.

It took me only about 15 minutes, without much effort. But it is clean and simple, and I like it =D

Against Time

When days turned into weeks, it is simply the fourth week...couldn't believe I have gone through 1 month of post-PMR.
What have I done so far? nothing. Playing games, watching movies, Facebook-ing, chatting, all being done in front of my flat-screen computer, sitting there almost 24 hours, like an idiot. But only that is able to kill my time.
At school, I will be sitting motionlessly in the hall (or hell?), gawking stupidly at my also-bored friends, sometimes changing my view to the curtain in front when certain movies' nice scenes are being projected for a few seconds. Sometimes I prowl about in the hall and interrupt some of my friends' conversation, then flee to another corner across the hall. The condition in the hall is torturing me too, for the temperature is soaring high, and it is running dangerously low in oxygen.
My only sanctuary - the school library -.-"...and I still have to do work there, but am allowed to rest and slack off for a few while..hehe
More or less the same situation at home...perfectly bored, especially when all my outdoor activities which were well planned before PMR are forced into the ban list of my daily activities.

This moment WAS highly desired, and I am now right in the middle!
Clock is ticking...shall I appreciate this very moment? Or let it flow swiftly since I am bored.
I have about 1 month more to enjoy myself before returning to studying mood, and go back to the same old routine, tonnes of stupid homework, classes of tuition, and time-killing folios...zzz
Soon and soon, I will be facing the fearsome SPM.

Sorry.

I learn that everything starts with one simple sentence.
And I learn that how fragile a person can be, but I don't think our friendship can be so frail.
Well, I didn't really mean anything, just was trying to help someone, all in the name of fun.
But it turned out to be a monstrous misunderstanding, caused by a short sentence too.
I am very uneasy after this has happened, I feel guilty, but was I the only one wrong throughout?
I think I might have sometimes gone beyond bound, if you think so, I would like to apologize. Sorry.
I can't make further comments, I know everything was just plain childish, and it shouldn't have happened.
Can we just erase it and forget it? =)
Brian, please stop it too.
Time will heal all wounds shortly, leaving lasting scars. Not in this case.

Friendship is carved, not written.

Triumph of Return

After a lonG~ month..finally, it is over...

Everything is so unreal. Can't really accept the truth that it is finally OVER~!

All my friends have gone out...sob sob...never wait for me..sial

Well, now what was being longed for has arrived, and what was being hated has gone.

It is time now...time to do whatever I wish..wohoo..

Hmm....planning what to do..tennis? who want to join me?

Sau man, Ryan, Au Yong, Sam, let's DotA!!

Sighs..what else? Runescape! lol... Er, lepak?

hmm...cycling? Darien, here I come!!!!!

Right now trying very hard to squeeze every bit of idea and activity out of my brain. Unfortunately, my mind is very dry..sighs..suggest me what to do..anyone?

Anyway, I have something to say, guys,

I am back, and the saga still, continues.

Hell, NO! Forgot something important!

NO! The previous post isn't the final post. I forgot something important.

And this shall be the last post. Seriously last post..hehe.

All right, all my friends out there who gonna sit for PMR, I wish you

ALL THE BEST

and

GOOD LUCK

and

SCORE STRAIGH As

See you after PMR =D

Ah, not only form 3 friends, but all guys and gals out there no matter how old are you, my family, good luck goes to all of you as well in everything you will be facing in your life. =D

Never let PMR beats you, strike it hard, blow hard into its face, and finally plunge a golden stake into its heart. And you shall defeat it.

Final Breath Before PMR

I gotta be crazy! 38 days more and it is creeping silently towards PMR! And yet, I can't understand why I still do not have fear in me. As a last-minute person, I should be already bouncing and jumping up and down frantically. Oh, maybe it is still not last minute yet.

But I hear a far cry from my deep heart core keeps nagging me to lay out all the books and start scanning through them and reminding me that I might not finish my study if I delay. But the other side of me is stopping me, telling me: after holidays only set off your engine...sighs. And so obviously I prefer the second one. But somehow, I still listen to the first me. They are battling against each other to take over my mind. Oh, well, for this moment, the first me takes over me.

Therefore, I am going to make a breath-taking promise to myself or to anyone who is reading this. My presence will be erased forever from your computer... sorry, I mean for 1 month, hehe. It will take full effect starts TOMORROW!! All my activities associated with computer, Internet have to be banned. And I have to keep tennis or badminton or whatever social activities out of my mind. So this will be and MUST BE my last blog post before PMR's arrival. To maintain my motivation, I need to list down all the subjects.

- Sejarah (Form 1,2,3)

- Science (Form 1,2,3)

- Geography (Form 1,2,3)

- KH (Form 1,2,3)

- Languages....

Imagine to revise them all within 1 month... OMG! Time is outrunning the far-thrown me at a devastating rate. I will be dead soon. No way I am going to be sluggish, no way!

And hey look! I found 1 interesting article in the newspaper!

Considering the short period, Wei Sheng had finally announced computer hibernation educational plan which will be launched tomorrow, according to his spokesman at an international press conference after a dinner with America President Barack Obama at White House yesterday....

All right, all right. I read this in my dream last night.

I am going off soon. But remember, today is my final day. So you will still see me hanging around on the internet, Window Life Messenger, Facebook, Garena (low possibilty) today ONLY.

Well, it is actually just 1 freaking long month, in awaiting perspective. From cramming view, 1 month is bloody short.

Don't forget, I WILL BE BACK!!

Bye guys. You won't see me again on the internet tomorrow onwards until PMR is over. *weeping miserably*

P.S: It takes me really difficult to move my cursor to Publish Post button and I gathered all my might to click my mouse. Gaah! it is done now! Hope you read this, do I dare to hope btw?

Dota and Me

I had been quite a long period of time since I last played Dota. My friends and me decided to play back during this holiday. We karat ad.. T.T have to practice more.
Dota, what does it mean to me? Why did I stop Dota? Although I couldn't really give a definite answer, but I believe certain reasons contribute.
- Human factor. Elaboration is not available for this factor.
- PMR's approaching. A very original reason.
- Exclusive addiction leads to an opposite effect.

Well, last year, I was truly a DotA addict. The addiction was really very scary and terrible. It is too unbelievable to type it out, and it will definitely scare you and you shall faint. To prevent these unhappy things to happen, I decide not to describe how crazy I was.
If anybody out there ask me whether I feel regret, I would say no. I had sacrificed my time and I have got a very valuable lesson from it. The lesson is very meaningful to me. It fuels my rational thinking and I realize. So I will certainly not be a Dota addict anymore even during the end year holidays. Well, even if I want to, but my fear towards Dota addiction will stop me. So it is certainly a good thing. I don't feel a strong temptation from Dota like I used to do anymore.

All right, Dota has now evolved from an electronic computer game into an electronic social sport. We used to ask our friends: hey, wanna go for badminton tomorrow? But now we sometimes replace it as: hey, wanna have a game of DotA?
My teammates are Sau Man, Au Yong, Ryan, and Samuel. Sam, welcome back to DotA world =D
Finally we can stop thinking of recruitment...haha. I talk as if DotA is official. Well, we just do that for fun. And sometimes it can be really nice having 1 team of friends winning the game.

Well, now I have some comments for my team. Firstly, we don't really have a good teamwork, although we are attempting. As D0t@Player says, we need a good coordination of all allies on the map. We are not well coordinated, sometimes we were in a big mess when gank fight. We need to improve that. Secondly, our team spirit. It is very important. Maybe we are too immature to play Dota or what. Every game is attached with arguments among ourselves which sometimes lead us to emo. And yeah, our main objective as a team in Dota is the Frozen Throne, not the digits in the score board up there. Killing doesn't mean everything. So, stop thinking about your frag. In Dota, killing steal is unavoidable. So, don't take it hard, just let it be unless the ks-er has gone over his limit. And one more thing, are you what others say you as? If I say you are a noob, then you become angry, you are technically accepting the "fact". So please stop all your reaction towards the term "noob". I admit i am a noob =D.
Sau man, pardon me cuz I sometimes make you emo when I am your lane partner. :)
We will continue after PMR..hahaha


A screenshort from Dota!

Tuesday's Outing Report

Went to watch G.I Joe with darien, brian, wei win, and eugene. I actually reached Dataran at 11am, but I wandered off until 11.30..hehe, Eugene, sorry, I forgot my promise =P
Nothing really interesting happened throughout the outing. Brian didn't bring his student card and was trying to use library card...of course, it was not accepted. So he'd got to play an extra RM1..lol. Coincidentally, we met my BSMM ex-president, Xian Yi. He decided to come along with us.

We entered the theatre...and we were really surprised by the emptiness there! Whole ciniplex only had 20 over people!!! H1N1 fear? A while later, the movie started. 1 hour and 59 minutes without any boring scene, indeed a nice action movie. Well done Stephen Sommers. Have nothing much to comment on that action movie, only 1 word: cool.

And that's all for that day's outing. I moved on to my next plan. Traveled from Dataran through Melaka Raya to Harbour Club and met my friends, sau man, charles, and shui sheng. After tennis for 3 hours, a group of old men aka "bak gua" came and invaded our court. We had played for 3 hours and we let them. Nothing left to do, we went to play table tennis instead! haha. And yeah, I have improved a little..Charles, don't be boastful.
8.00pm only I returned home. What a fatiguing day...my limbs could hardly move. I guess it's time for me to take some rest to recover.

Where's my holiday gone?

Yeah! Holiday is finally..HERE!!

Wait a minute! What's so great about it? What does holiday mean to me now? Where is my old kind of feeling towards holiday? No more...no sign of it.

Could anyone tell me the reason? I love the feeling of feeling joyful towards holiday, but unfortunately, I have lost it somehow quite a long time ago.

Holiday means nothing to me, but plainly just to rest..why can't I just enjoy it?!

Where am I now? Don't get me lost in the cosmic of time..

I am lost.

Titleless

It may seem funny to you.

I don't think that way.

What have I ever done to you? Brian Tay...

I give my word, I keep my promise.

I don't want anymore from you, biatch.

And don't worry, I won't revenge, because I don't see the necessity

Please know your limit.

I just want to tell you, what you did, I don't like, and it is not funny.

I am sorry, i was like an idiot.

Nicholas, maybe I had mistakenly blamed you.

Forgive me.

Speedcubing Frenzy!

Today got my proper Rubik's cube from Joel Lee..

The cube's condition satisfies me very much, I would rate the smoothness 10/10!

My fingers can't stop twisting the cube for the entire day!..haha

After a long period of studying, the cube is able shove my boredom away, goodjob cubie!

So far, my record is only 1 minute and 30 seconds.. T.T

But before that i had only a Rubik's Cube keychain to practice.

LOL..not bad for first day.

Root Bridge?

I stumbled upon an article somewhere in a magazine...it is simply unbelievable! In this modern age, people are building concrete bridges using high technology, but somewhere in remote area of India, people are growing the living bridges! They train the roots of tress to grow towards the opposite bank of a river. And jus let the time builds a really strong and reliable bridge.

Look, it is totally made up of living roots of trees!

A very stunning view indeed..

Amazed by how human live peacefully with Mother Nature? Wish I could someday somehow be there...

Another Week Begins..

Well, more people wearing mask to school today..

We got our class T shirt today...a little disappointed with the shirt cuz I already have another copy of it..it is exactly and totally and completely and entirely and wholly same with my I-Care shirt... =.= so no point getting another same one. Come on, at least print our beautiful nameson it to personalize it.. -.-

Boringly waited till school dismissal...

After school, Math tuition teacher canceled the class cuz he got sorethroat

Now i am preparing to go to my chinese tuition...maybe the tuition centre is closed..no idea

Afterall, it is just another routine day..

Virus Strike Back!

A fake virus alert popped up by a fake antivuris, which got installed automatically by malicous software into my computer. It is Window Security Suite.

Well, I have done a research on this fake antivirus. It is known as "rogue-software". Once it is installed into your computer, it will edit certain registry values in your computer. By doing that, your current antivirus will be disabled. Your browser will lead you to a fake Google.com which has a high possibility to list out malicious websites in you search. The most annoying effect is the error to enter real Google server. I can't sign in to my blog cuz it is a branch of Google. And now I am on another computer...

Nothing I do could change back my registry values although that Window Security Suite rogue-software had been deleted completely unless reformatting..

Asshole...

Rubik's Pandemic Flu

H1N1 virus has mutated into a completely new and different form of virus! The Rubik's Flu!
Everywhere people are twisting the rubik's cube... some are already expert, and some just get infected. i am one of those..hehe. Just started learning and solved my first ever Rubik's cube in my life time...hehe

hehe, dun laugh, everyone has their first time.

I love my rubik's cube...so cute! Dun you dare to spoil it.

D-Day Judgement..

Tomorrow, we stand together, we fight...to the end.

One for all and all for one! Idup Agi Idup NGElaban!!! =.=

Maybe I should have quited before I joined.

maybe it was a mistake...

Whatever...

if anything goes wrong, purely because of me

I want to apologize first, here and now.

I will do my best to not let you guys down, age quod agis!

My body is going to freeze now...

Anyone there can give me courage to move on?...no one, except myself..

And That is the GG..

We were asked to go to 3H classroom to sit for theory test...

I forgot to bring stationery =.=, how could I? Simply, I borrowed a black bawlz pen and a ruler.

All of us get a piece of A4 blank paper, then starting to write down the answer refering to the questions written on the board... The questions are generally hard... what could I do was just tikam, spun my head around, enhanced my satellite signal...but sadly, Pu also dunno the answers... and that is the first "GG"

Time for the practical test. 2 by 2 being called in into BSMM room to be tested. I thought it would be ok, cuz I was quite confident in my bandage skill after times of practices in my house last night. When I was in the room....I didn't do well AT ALL....the most basic one I could get wrong..=.= That is the second "GG"

While waiting for others, we were forced to march. Dunno why, that time we were all very "geli hati". Even something was not hilarious, we found it extremely funny. we hardly held our laughing, and giggling all the time. And we got pumped, for sure... but this one is not GG.

Last section, interview...omg. 1 person was interviewed for 30 minutes or even more than that...=.= We started playing around while waiting. They kicked my water bottle around, they threw Ham's squash ball over the quadrangle...they even threw the ball up to up stairs where a form 4 was there playing catching. The ball hit Pak Chin's shoe when he dropped the ball down. This marked the end of the game. For sure, he was pumped 100...hahahaha

We waited until we rusted....finally it was my turn. Knocked the door, I entered the room, "Good morning...sorry, afternoon" "Sit down..." bla bla bla...then I came out. I was crapping throughout the interview..haha. Luckily Alvin Lee interviewed me...but still, this is the third "GG"...

WikiHow.com makes my day!

Shit, I was still a little uncertain of some skills in first aid for tomorrow practical test...or theory test? Whatever. Last-minute plan was not worked well...wanted to go to teddy's house to learn, but his tuition comes after mine, so we could not take out a free time.

A totally helpless person's idea always relates to internet. So do I...hehe

Youtube did not satisfy me. Google, always my best friend, help me to find a nice website, WikiHow.com, but I want to clarify that this website is not only for first aiding, it includes everything in our daily life..almost everything. It supplies us with recommendations, ideas, helps blah blah to deal with things in our life...and of course, first aid!! muacks!~! my life saver! Below is a screenshort taken while I was surfing. Click to enlarge?

kindda cool right?

I think it is useful...I even found one How article on "How to Cheat during Exam and Works"...*grins*

Mentally tired now....need to get some sleep for tomorrow...yawnz...zzZZ

It happened.

I was reading a novel about super natural, manifestation, superstitions, devils, ghosts, demons...

I was alone that night...suddenly the phone ringing outside my room broke the silence.

The novel worked well..shit. I was as feared as the main character inside =.="

Deciding not to go out to pick up the phone...but I still did it...

Gathering my courage, I opened the door to go out, didn't wish to see "things" as in the story...

It was just a bloody call from my sister's friend finding her. I was facing to the way to the dark kitchen that time..

Suddenly...a white figure appeared from the kitchen!!!

I was frozen...and was mumbling to answer the phone call, panic and fear made my body stiffed as well as my brain..thought my heartbeat stopped, for a few seconds. I guess the author of the novel suceeded in his career.

I came back to my senses, and the stupid figure was just a sneaky, cunning, bloody white cat, trying to steal food from my house. But it scared my shit out...

I ran after the dog-face cat...trying to kick its ass. Of course the noob cat ran out from the house. I realized I was more stupid...I forgot to close the door..and this opened a chance for the shit-like cat to sneak into my house...

I still had fear in my heart...it really panicked me. I ran into my room again and locked the door tightly. Not for one minute, my mother came back, phew..sighed of relief. My nostrils were no longer blocked by the mucus..haha

What a nice experience....I wont forget that bloodyshit cat. It is the main suspect of a murder case too! To be continued....

One out of Million in Life...

Lately...

Unexpected thing happens in my class in my school...

I dun wan to comment on it...

I dun wan to involve in it, I want to stay neutral.

But I wish everything will be over...

the sooner the better.

Nobody is happy I guess...

Why is not everything just being erased? Let's forget about it...

and PLS...dun pull me in...

I-Care Environmental Quiz (Detail)

Our Mother Nature doesn’t care how much we know, until she knows how much we care…

Free Of Charge!
Winners will be awarded!!

Date: 8th July 2009 (confirmed)
Time: 2.30pm – 3.30pm
Place: Hall

for further information or enquiry, please see Gan Wei Sheng (3H) and Nicholas Tay (3H)
Don't worry, tomorrow your monitor will announce.

I-Care Environmental Quiz

I join a team in running a pragram in school called I-Care...
Je and Nic are involved too....
Nic and I were asked to organize an environmental quiz as a part of I-Care program...
I am preparing questions for the quiz right now...and I got no freaking idea...what to do.

Bah!...whatever it is...

By the way, is anyone interested to take the quiz? open for all SFI students..
I dunno much about the quiz yet...
It should be held in 2 weeks time, it is divided into lower secondary and upper secondary (we are not in charge of this)
You guys are sure wondering about the fee? I dunno whether it is free or not, not sure...

Don't worry, the quiz is still far away from now. Details of the quiz will be reveal when time comes
If you are interested, kindly inform me or nicholas tay or Je, from 3H..support us, care for our environment, care for the Earth! hehe

this is a quiz, so prizes will be given to winner...
:P hahha

Blog Header Challenge!

Yeah! Done editing my blog header image!

Before..........

Conflicts in the process:

- my computer ran out of cool and beautiful fonts style....got to download from internet...and it took me some time to get what I like.

- image size didn't fit into the blog header...sucks. I wanted to overlap the image over preset head title...but couldn't do that cuz blogger.com doesn't how to shrink an image perfectly.

- eventually came out with an idea..as before. I positioned the image behind the blog title text. Then went to Font and Color Setting, and blackened the blog title text...booooyah! (you can highlight a hidden blog title)

- thinking of putting a figure of a standing guy...but couldn't google a nice one. After dozens of images, I selected 1 just nice for me...yay!

- Last conflict. I typed in gan-youcantseeme.blogspot.com into the browser and pressed enter. My blog page was loaded. I moved my cursor to top right to click Customize...but I couldn't do that......why??? cuz I hadn't signed in yet... =.="

That is the making of my blog header image..!! haha

After...

Chainmail a.k.a Junk Mail

Every time check my mailbox, there are sure a few chain mails...

well, that doesn't really matter....what bothers me is the bloody curse at the bottom of the email...and it is fucking annoying...

Below is and example of the stupid crap:

This is considerably good already..there are some even curse your family...what the hell man...

By the way, I never forward chain mails because of the curse or whateva..not even ONCE!

And I am wondering some people are still forwarding them...why can't they just ignore?

Btw, people sending chain mail cuz they believe what is written inside...

Some forward the chain mails scaring their email accounts will be closed, some don't uderstand how email works by thinking that they can donate money to some people by sending them...and most will do it just for their own sake. They got cursing email, and they just kick off the ball to their friends...inconsiderate

Well, let's talk about the negative effects of junk mail, chain mail is considered as one.

Sending junk mails is a huge wastage of energy.

"Internet security firm McAfee reports that the 62 trillion junk e-mails sent in 2008 gobbled up enough electricity to power more than 2.4 million homes for a year."

When you press the "SEND" button, it contributes 0.3 gram of the carbon dioxide (CO2) equivalent of greenhouse gas emission to the atmosphere of an already-warming planet...still don't understand? google it.

I am anti chain mails....are you?

Homeworks drain my life!

Schooling is not boring...

but the homeworks make it sucks.....

why must we have endless homework?

anyway, if homework doesnt't exist...

school is simply just a place to lepak..xD

Conclusion: HOMEWORK suxx!

Who likes homework by the way?

Transformer ROCKS!

Just watched it last Friday in a hurry with my friend...and appeared to be the first one who left the cinema..pro huh?
Anyway, I enjoyed watching it...IT ROCKS TO GROUND!
I love those transforming parts..very complicated but yet, nice...
their efforts...their creativity..simply amazing.

The coolest transformer this time is the leopard-like machine

I love its movements...smooth and quick...with a very high agility..
I hope there will be a snake transformer in the coming Transformer 3...
and let's see how are they gonna make the snake transform..into a whale? lol

Anyway, I think the story lines for all the movies that have a continuation are not really good,
best example is Terminator...the main idea of the movies are just to protect the human race...
I hope Transformer will not be like that...but sadly, it is starting to be like that...just the war between Decepticons and the Autobots...

maybe in Transformer 3, something else special than war?

First-Timer?

Is this my first time? no...
My old blog was gone and the new blog is born!
I feel like blogging again...
sometimes in life, things are fun to blog about..
So, what should I start with??...
Well, my mind is currently blank..so...nothing.